octubre 22, 2009

-de la imagen y lo que acontece.

y me calló como balde de agua fría, en invierno.
me dí cuenta que es verdad, no quiere decir que exista
al menos en alguien mas, sin embargo está en mi,
de alguna manera no puedo evitarlo, a cada momento
cada sonrisa, cada carcajada que sale de mi, que me provoca.
incluso estos momentos en los que no puedo dejar de pensar
que es lo que en realidad está pasando
en el que estoy segura de mis sentimientos y de lo que quiero.
Pero, debo seguir con eso? o simplemente ya al carajo?
generalmente odio esperar, he aquí donde todo ha cambiado.
Puedo esperar mucho mas tiempo. Sin problema alguno.
Equis.
sí, lo quiero.
& eso parece no ser suficiente.

octubre 19, 2009

cuando los sentimientos me hacen sonreir Mil

Conversación: Mi historia :)
мoηiε;(L) and all you know and how you speak :D dice: (09:31:43 p.m.)
y no se que hacer, porque todo el dia estoy con el y me la paso perfecto, y asi lo veeo y mee llena de una felicidad tremenda. sus comentarios, su sonriisa, su mirada, son no see, -me encantaan.

мoηiε;(L) and all you know and how you speak :D dice: (09:33:39 p.m.)
y y y, no see, : bueno a veces. la mayoria de los dias me encanta esa incertidumbre, otros dias no se.

amé el momento en el que lo dije, los sentimientos, mi sonrisa inmensa
y como brillaba sin parar :). Gracias marianita por pedirme que te contara la historia :D

octubre 18, 2009

some of those things i really enjoy

- falling in love. <3
-laughing so hard my face hurts
-a hot shower
-no lines at the supermarket
-a special glance
-walking on a pretty road
-hearing my favorite song on the radio
-lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
-hot towels fresh out of the dryer. <33>
-cookies and milk
-a good conversation
-the sound of the ocean
- finding money in old clothes
-laughing at myself
-looking into someone's eyes and knowing they love me
-midnight phone calls that last for hours
-hearing his voice at midnight or before i go to sleep.
-laughing for absolutely no reason at all
-having someone tell me that i'm beautiful ^^
-laughing at an inside joke with my friends
-accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about me
-waking up and realize i still have a few hours left to sleep
-a very first kiss
-spending time with old friends
-having someone playing with my hair
-sweet dreams <3
-making eye contact with someone really special
-holding hands with someone i care about
- watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present form me:)
-watching the sunrise
-knowing that somebody misses me
-getting a hug from someone i care about deeply
:D

octubre 17, 2009

girly, girls. Our Truth

Gossip isn't a sin, it's an art.
the word ¨bitch¨ doesn't mean much to us.
when we say we're fine, we're usually not.
most of us fall in love way too easily.
we're never too old for sleepovers!
all of us have a mean side, some of us just don't show it.
we're confusing, and you'll never have us completely figured out.
most of us like attention. :)
all of us like to hear we're beautiful.
most of us love cuddling -i love it-
no matter how many times we say we don't care, we usually do.
we'll mess with your head :)
if we say that nothing's wrong, something usually is.
and just when you think you have us figured out
something will change and you'll be all wrong.
when we're quiet, millions of things are running in our minds.
if we're not arguing, we're thinking deeply
when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
when a girl lies on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
when a girl calls you every day, she is seeking for your attention.
when we say ¨i love you¨, we mean it with all our heart!
when a girl says ¨i miss you¨, no one in this world
can miss you more than that.

All we want is a happy, truly, honest, lovely guy
to hold us tell us everything is going to be ok. :)

Tell her she's amazing
promise her you will kiss her in the rain.
walk with her holding hands.
talk with her late into night.
tickle her, and then kiss her.
just kiss her. because she loves the feel of your lips.
hold her, it makes her feel safe.
let her run and jump into your arms <3
watch girly movies with her.
and when she starts crying, hold her tightly.
tell her she's perfect for you.
just tell her you love her
she needs to hear that. :)

11:11 :)

when you want to spend every waking moment
of every single day with him,
and no matter what you're doing,
even if it's not the best day of your life
you want to share it with him.
When you think of him before you think of yourself
or anything else for that matter.
When you want him to know every little thing about you
and you want to know everything about him.
When you want to be able to finish his sentences
and him finish yours.
When he is all that you think of, dream of,
and you don't care about anything else but him..
that's love.

about love.

i don't pretend to know what love is for everyone,
but i can tell you what it is for me.

Love is knowing all about someone,
and still wanting to be with them more than any other person.

Love is trusting them enough
to tell them everything about yourself,
including the things you might be ashamed of.

Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone,
but sill getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.
----
i don't know if there's only one person on the planet
whom you're supposed to be with.
but when we're together, it sure feels that way.
---The O.C.

it all seems worth it when i'm with you

i can't promise a future
i can't promise perfection
because we're us & i' me..
and who know what will happen
but in my heart, i am sure.
i'm in love with you
and i hope you're in love too.

i love you,
not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday,
right now, at this very moment.
i realized something.
i need you, i trust you, i admire you, i want you.
& nothing can change that fact.

-de un blog muy lindo que encontré y me encantó :)

feeling happiness

He makes me happy.

The kind of happiness that comes only from love.

The kind that gives you that tickling sensation in your stomach,

and shivers up your spine


-runawaytrain. no pudo haberlo descrito mejor.

septiembre 27, 2009

cuando se pirde algo que nunca existió.

también llamado:
cuando bright eyes tiene la solución.
cuando te arrepientes de haber hablado.
cuando el miedo se apodera de tus sentimientos.

awkward, es la palabra que busqué toda la noche,
tratando de describir como se volvería mi vida
en relación a aquella persona que tan feliz me hace.
Awesome, era lo que mejor lo podía describir.
De esas situaciones en las que no puedes preguntar,
no puedes actuar, pensar, adivinar.. nada excepto esperar.
Nada padre la verdad, si hay algo que odio es esperar.
Cuando tienes que darte el lujo de restringir tus deseos
o algo que podría ser perfecto, con tal de no perder otra cosa.
y bien dicen que el que no arriesga, no gana..
pero y qué pasa cuando si arriesgas puedes ganar muchisiimo?
que pasa, cuando arriesgando, podrias perderlo todo?.
cuando quieres y no quieres.
que vale mas? .. que importa decir lo que sientes? pues no, ya no se pudo.
de un dia para otro todo cambia, que triste, que extraño. que imposible.
en fin, cuando se vuelven a esconder los sentimientos
y procuras enfocarlos a otra cosa.

agosto 28, 2009

la cancion de la semana

There was a new girl in town
she had it all figured out..
i'll state something rash
she had the most amazing smile 
i bet you didn't espect that
she made me change my ways
with eyes like sunsets, baby
and legs that went on for days

i'm falling in love
but it's falling apart
i need to find my way back to the start
when we were in love 
all things were better than they are
let me back into your arms

she made her way to the bar
i tried talk to her
but she seemed so far
out of my league
i had to fin a way to get her next to me
...
oh she0s slipping away
i always reach when i'm thinking of words to say
all the things she does make it seem like love
but it's just a game & i like the way that we paly 

i'm falling in love but its falling apart
i need to find my way back to the start. 
i'm falling in love but its falling apart
i need to find my way back to the start
when we were in love 
all things were better than they are
let me back into your arms 

:) 

super equis.

so, this is it. 
this is the way i didnt want to feel. 
i fell, you made me fell for you, once again. 
i guess its not so bad, i like it. 
it might be just your lovely smile, your awesome attitude. 
the way you talk to me & make me feel like you care. 
its not supposed to be this way, i love you 
but its not just love, it's more than just talks all day long. 
its songs, dreams, and smiles at every single thing that's around me. 
it's you, keeping me awake all night.. although i know i should sleep. 
although i need to sleep, but i just cant help it. 
i wanted this, i still do. it's magic. 
the feeling inside, you making my days better. 
i just dont understad, i cant, i tried once.. i'm still trying. 
i'm here, you're here.. but not the way i wish you were. 
i guess all i can do is wait, for you.. or for this feeling to fade, even if i like it. 
it's me, wondering every night & day. 
this is me, falling for you. 
me & you, playing games it seems like love, but its just a game. 
you make it feel like a game. & i love it. 

julio 28, 2009

juno.

-it all started with a chair. 

-so what was it like humping bleeker's bony bod!? -MAGNIFICENT!

-I think I'm in love with you. 
-You mean as friends? 
-No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try, you know... 
- I try really hard, actually. 

-Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

cuando divago demasiado.

aquí es donde las perspectivas cambian, cuando comienzo a preguntarme
que pasaria si.. & si yo fuera
una bebida sería jugo de uva
una parte del cuerpo sería los ojos, las manos o la boca
una flor, una gerbera color magenta =) o roja <33
un dibujo animado- por supuesto, la enojona y enamoradiza lucy van pelt
una fruta, una manzana, aunque sea pecado =) ..indeed por eso seria
animal, obviamente un oso
un color-  coral, es el nuevo rojo.. que era el nuevo verde.
un sentimiento, el amor.
uno de los 5 sentidos,--> el tacto. =) 
un sabor.. sabor a chocolate
algo del baño, el jabón 
un dia de la semana... VIERNES! o sabado =) 
un aroma: el de su colonia ;) 
un pais.. reino unido uknow LDN
comida:. tacos
una frase : me encantas!
un trabajo.,. diseñando cosas
un vicio,. estar contigo
un sonido, las olas del mar
si fuera una sensacion,.: no podria ser mas que la sensacion de mariposas en el estomago,.
y una sonrisa instantanea.. el brillo de unos ojos enamorados y la profundidad del sentimiento.
un estado de animo, enamorada. como siempre <33
un deporte, gimansia
un postre.-- gelatina roja o nieve de vainilla
zapatos,- esta es dificil.  Tenis! <33>
si fuera un momento del dia, seria el momento en el que estoy contigo :) cuando te veo o cuando hablamos. 
si fuera un pecado :)-- que dios me perdone :D podria ser todos.
un defecto,. mi egoismo extremo y vanidad
si yo fuera un acontecimiento, seria lo que sucede en una madrugada en internet. :) 
un aparato, un ipod. 
si pudiera elegir con quien estar, serias tu. 

si tuviera que describir lo que me haces sentir,  solo puedo decir que me encanta.
es increible como me puedes hacer sonreir tan facil. 
apuesto a que me veo patética sonriendole a mac o a mi celular. 
no puedo explicar el sentimiento que me recorre, es perfecto. 
te quiero, no puedo esperar a verte.  eres tu quien hace mejores mis dias. 
tu, quien tiene el poder de hacer de mis dias, los mejores.. :) 
<3. 

no hay nada mas que decir. te quiero. 

julio 21, 2009

cuando todo es coral de nuevo.

nice day for a walk in the park.
nice day for a drive through the city.
this world is a warm, sunny park. 
niice day for a talk with your boy. 
& when you wake up early and the sun is shining, 
are you ready for a day that's comin'? It's comin' 

no tengo mas palabras. 
coral.-  buen color. 
turqueza.- even better.